Guh Okay I'm Bored And I'm Thinking Bout Existence So Here's This. Probably Will Delete Later.

guh okay i'm bored and i'm thinking bout existence so here's this. probably will delete later.

when i was younger, i would hate on any form of popular or mainstream artist/creator/whatever. it was because i didn't want to be all popular and trendy and preppy, and such. anything that gained any sort of popularity and wasn't really underated i would "hate" it bc of that reason. even if it wasn't "overrated" i would still hate it even if it was good. i would also be obsessed with the terms overrated and underrated for that reason.

i realize now that that is very bad and i'm starting to get into better habits with that. i want to expand what i engage in so i'm not straight up missing out on life. like yeah bro, breathing's pretty popular, but i aint gonna stop anytime soon. there is so many aspects of life that i didn't engage in because i thought it was "too popular" and "too mainstream". and the same goes for the other way i thought stuff was cringe as well. i missed out on so much of my childhood that way. also, no i'm not saying i'll engage in trends or mainstream stuff in my content. i still very much enjoy more 'original' ideas, so to speak.

i don't want to become repetitive, but i also don't want to be like "waahhh wahhh i'm quirky give me attention"

i basically just want to enjoy stuff i like, unrelated to it's popularity status.

okay done with the info dump i'm done now byyeee